“I Wish I Never Experienced Your Love”, Nadia Nakai mourns AKA

Nadia Nakai is still mourning the tragic passing of her boyfriend, Kiernan Jarryd Forbes, also known as “AKA.” Forbes and his friend Tibz were victims of a fatal shooting that occurred in Durban.

Nadia Nakai has been pouring her heart on Instagram with heartfelt messages dedicated to the late rapper, AKA, since his death. In her latest post, she expresses her pain and sorrow due to his murder.

“Sometimes I wish I never experienced your love. I wish that you were just an acquaintance and I could say “Oh Supa Mega passed away, what a loss for the game”. If I didn’t love you, maybe it would be easier to continue my life without you,” said the rapper.

“Now, because I had been loved by you, it’s just so hard. I have this hole in my heart that won’t let up. The world just doesn’t feel the same. I try to hold onto to my memories of when I was happy before you, maybe if I remember how it was before, I could be like that again. But everything doesn’t feel real. I don’t know if seeing you everyday on social media is better or worse, I don’t know if reading our messages is healing or not,” she continued.

Nadia Nakai mourns AKA

“I know I need to get out my house soon, and I know the people that continue to hold me down, will be there for me, thank you, But I just feel like I’ll never be ready. What is my life going to look like now? time heals all, but time really takes it’s time, and I don’t know when I’ll ever be fine,” said a heartbroken Nadia.

Nadia has been showered with praise and gratitude from AKA‘s family for the love she has bestowed upon their son. Lynn Forbes expressed her gratitude towards Nadia for the positive transformation in AKA‘s life due to her love. They are all indebted to her for her unconditional love.